Pa Pa said

Never regret of what you have done but take lesson from it and learn from it.

16 Hr long-lasting Loreal Lip stick

Now this is an extra gift from my eldest sis. I don't even know it exists.
It says it last 16 hrs long. Two lipsticks in a pack. One is for color and one is to lock the moisture. I thought the color is dark but when I put it on it has total opposite effect as you can see in the picture. I also like this one.

Maquillage Sheer type (Climax Rouge)Pk=394

This is the color of Maquillage. It's so expensive and I think it's worth because of the color and the long-lasting effect. As you can see here, there's not much change for my lip color except the glossiness.

Loreal 6H gloss (Glam Shine)

Color of my lip is pale pink. I don't want any obvious color on my lips.
I used to wore L'oreal Gloss as a gift from my Best Friend(KK). I love it.
This one is better than the last one. It didn't lost the glossy touch even for hours like it said. And color is just as I like. Just gloss and not much color.

I Luv these!!!

This is my boyfriend and my sis's presents.
Maquillage is from my bf and two Loreals are from my sis.

World has its own cycle

Dear bloggy,
These days things happened a lot.
Tsunami hit Japan. It's like nothing special cuz Japan is used to that. But it's not nothing special. Japan declared "State of Emergency" cuz of failure of cooling system on the Fukushima nuclear reactor. People were evacuated and food are poisoned. Sea water are contaminated with radioactive things. Things get worse by time. This is one disaster. In Libya, governments of foreign countries try to force Gaddafi's regime out. But there are battles and can be world war. So according to Japan and Libya fuel rates are sky high and fuel are needed in lots of regions. Some says that if Japan cannot handle the nuclear radiation, both Eastern countries and America will suffer from that accident. USA and China are the nearest countries.
What I mean is, If there's no Tsunami in Japan. USA and China will not care. If there was not wars on Libya, fuel rate will not be that high. Now with tainted milk China poisoned people and children around the world. Now they will suffer for sure from radiation.
It's like the world has its own mechanism to punish and keep the cycle going.

Gifts from my Bf.

Dear Bloggy,
My bf is back from singapore. He bought me Maquillage (color fit climax sheer type)no.Pk-394. It's lovely and glossy and expensive. I also got wedding book from him. We are planning to have a wedding reception on this November 2011. I'm not so sure about that now. Beside my eldest sis bought me L'Oreal 6H glam shine gloss (no. 12 Cherry touch). cotton coat from my sis-in-law(my bf's cousin's wife). And I also have waiting gifts from my bf. Cuz in this 1st April 2011 we will celebrate our 7th anniversary together and he will give me presents for that day. I'm really looking forward to that day and I'm try my best to pass my QA exam.

My MBA Path

Dear one,
I chose to attend MBA Fast-Track from Assumption University.
Why? Because I think people looked down on me or not respect is related to my education level. I know it's not directly related but my staff are older than me and some of them are lectures. So I think that from their point of view, I'm younger and I got very little or no knowledge on the sub they teach. So they may see me as a vain boss. have no knowledge on business but being the boss cuz of the shares. I think that's their opinion. But the thing is, it will cost me 8500USD. So I ask my dad and mum to give me.(Which I'll promise myself one day when I can I'll repay them). Now there're 16 subjects with 4 semesters. Now I sat the very first subject (International Business Management) on 11th March 2011. Still doesn't know the result. And now it's quantitative analysis and it's so difficult for me. I never seen such things..9th April 2011 we will sit the exam. Hope everything is ok. Beside it's open book exam. I never sat open-book-exam before. So I'm nervous and there are forces I use to push myself when I'm not in the mood to study. Like my family and my enemies. now it's 2 up and 14 to go.
( I don't want to use "down" cuz it's kinda bad words to use in exam.)

Re: What am I supposed to do?

Really. When I look back to what am I supposed to do, I was so upset and lonely. But I'm not anymore. Why? you know what? When somebody need to do something on their own, they learn a lot of things and they carry on and try to survive. Like this one. I survive too. I don't ask for somebody's opinion. Being lonely gives me so much forces or power to handle those. In fact I exploded a bit on the staff. Now I feel like I have nothing to worry to handle.

That's one lesson I've learnt.

Wha am I supposed to do?

Dear Bloggy,
What am I supposed to do when everyone is against me?
What am I supposed to do when my boyfriend only called me as a duty to do and hung up and didn't try to call me after disconnection of two-seconds-call?
What am I supposed to do when all staff keep giving pressure on me?
What am I supposed to do when pressure is against me and I have no one to share?
What am I supposed to do when I have no one to share my feelings or no one to understand my feelings?
What am I supposed to do when no one want to listen to me? or at least pay respect?
What am I supposed to do when I feel so alone and discourage and no one to encourage me?
What am I supposed to do when I don't want to struggle anymore?
What am I supposed to do when there's lots of debts and no money to pay?
What am I supposed to do when my so called boyfriend avoid and go to Singapore and left me with all these problems which is the only one who can handle is him not me?
What am I supposed to do when I feel like I'm gonna explode?
PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY ANSWERS TO THESE. PLEASE HELP ME SURVIVE THESE PROBLEMS.
ARE THERE ANYONE WHO GONNA SAVE ME FROM THIS. ANYONE??? SOMEONE???
I don't want to give anyone any problem. But how can I stay calm when all these problems come to me at once when I cannot handle alone?
I'm not running away. But I need time to settle my mind.

I've seen this

I've seen that even people who are really motivated and good changed into someone who is not really motivated and bad when they reach to higher level.
I've seen there are people who think only things in bad way.
I've seen there are people who are driven by greed and I mean greed only to live their lives how good other people to them. They will hurt everyone who are on their way to money.

I am the one that was left!

Hey!
This morning my love left Yangon for Singapore.
I'll miss him a lot. I hate when i was left.
If only I haven't attend this MBA course, I would have been with him on the plane right now.His plane will leave in next 30 min.
It's kind of good for me anyway. I only need to put my time in my study.
But how could not I be missing him when he and I did almost everything together for nearly 7 years.
I hope he will come back at our 7th anniversary(1st April 2011).
I miss him and I love him.
သူသြားတာ၊ငါနဲ႔ခြဲရတာအလဟႆမျဖစ္ပါေစနဲ႔။
Singaporeမွာ စီးပြားေရးကိစၥနဲ႔ပတ္သတ္ၿပီးတစ္ခုခုျဖစ္ထြန္းလာပါေစ။
ကုိအစစအရာရာအဆင္ေၿပပါေစ။

How could he leave me here all alone when he knows that I'll miss him a lot?

How could he leave me here all alone when he knows that I'll miss him a lot?
He knows that i have soft point there.
My love will leave me alone here in Myanmar.
How could he? Why did he do that? How did he do that?
When he knows all along that i can't go with him to Singapore.
He kept those secrets from me. He will not told me until like tomorrow he will leave Myanmar, if he had a chance to go to singapore if i didn't found out.
I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.I hate him.
I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him.
I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.
And i mean it. He has heart to leave me here.
I know I'll live. But how can't i be missing him so much after all the times we spent together without missing him?
Even going to Short trip is quite bad for me, how can i pass through while he's at Singapore and not calling me. And i can't call him or talk him whenever i miss him.
He's such a bad guy. WHY WHY WHY???????????
Why every time i am the one who is left not the one who leaves?
I hate this situation a lot.
Please Good Spirits look upon me and may I never be left again.

My Prayers

I pray everytime I recite Pa Rit Kri:.
May no-one betray me or I betray someone.
May no-one can make me angry or hate or revengeful. The same with me to others.
My prayers are answered. I got sth useful for my business from my enemy.

Egypt got their Mubarak resign

Dear bloggy,
I'm thrilled about the united force of Egypt citizens who decided to strike through out the country.
Now they got what they are deserved. Mubarak stepped down yesterday.
Now they are on their way to democracy country. I really envy them.
When will the citizens of ours will achieve the democracy and make these tyrants steps down.
The point is we did united but we are off-balance cuz they used weapons to kill the strikers. Give no chance to raise any violence.
If only we got weapons equals to theirs',...

Expect the unexpected!!!

Dear Bloggy,
I never dreamt of attending MBA here in Myanmar or anywhere else in the whole world.
But guess what? I passed interview and I'm attending MBA IN 20th Feb 2011.

My Dad was Right!

Dear Diary,
What my dad said about prayer is kind of booster for one's mind is right.
Now I can keep my mind in reigh everytime I got angry with somebody I know I feel angry and I got my mind in control cuz I remember about the prayer of "no one can make me angry, destroy someone's wealth and betray".
It's kinda reminder for me not to make those things to others.

One Of my life exam!

Dear Diary,
I really thank myself for being not selfish, ungenerous and mean.
I decided to spend the money (Even though I don't have much that time) for my bf's dad. He ask me my permission for spending our money for his dad.
I allowed him easily and I even told him to spend as it can be.
Now his dad left some money for my bf all by himself without letting others know.
If I won't allow my bf for spending on his dad's health, now all i gonna get is REGRET.
I did pass this exam. We both did.

WHAT I LEARNT?
I really know that sometime people won't show what they really feel about you.
Be good and loved to each other before it's too late.

My Return Trip to Yangon(15.1.2011)

မနက္ ၇း၂၀ ေလာက္ေတာင္ငူေရာက္။
သစ္ပင္ကသစ္ကိုင္းေတြၾကားထဲေနေရာင္ျခည္ျဖတ္လာတာကိုၾကည့္ရတာသဘာ၀သိပ္ဆန္တာပဲ။
ျပန္လာတဲ့ခရီးကသက္ေတာင့္သက္သာရွိေပမယ့္ ပဲခူး နဲ႔ ရန္ကုန္ၾကားထဲမွာ ပ်က္သြားတယ္။ ျပင္တာ ၁-၂ နာရီၾကာသြားတယ္။
မရတာနဲ႔ ရန္ကုန္ကေခါင္းတြဲကိုလႊတ္ၿပီးလာတြဲခိုင္းရတယ္။ ဒါေတာင္ရန္ကုန္က"တိုးေၾကာင္ကေလး"မွာ မိနစ္၃၀ေလာက္ပ်က္သြားေသးတယ္။ တစ္ခါမွမၾကံဳဖူးေပမယ့္ရထားစီးေနၾကသူေတြအတြက္ေတာ့ဒါကျဖစ္ေနၾကတဲ့။
လမ္းမွာကေလးေတြကိုေ၀ဖာပစ္ေပးတာေပ်ာ္ဖို႔ေကာင္းတယ္။ယာေတြမွာလည္းအသီးအရြက္စိမ္းစိမ္းေတြအျပည့္။
ရန္ကုန္ကို ညေန၄း၃၀ မွေရာက္တယ္။ ဒါေတာင္ သူမ်ားကေျပာေတာ့ခင္ဗ်ားတို႔ကံေကာင္းတယ္တဲ့။
အပို ေခါင္းတြဲရွိလို႔ဒီအခ်ိန္ျပန္ေရာက္တာ မရွိရင္ ည၁၀နာရီကအသာေလးပဲတဲ့။

ရထားပ်က္တာကလဲြလို႔ေပ်ာ္ပါတယ္။အစစအရာရာအဆင္ေျပပါတယ္။ဗဟုသုတလဲတိုးတယ္။ပါသြားတဲ့ပိုက္ဆံလည္းအကုန္ကုန္ခဲ့တယ္။

My Trip to Mandalay(14.1.2011)

မႏၱေလးေလွ်ာက္လည္။ အသိကားနဲ႔ေနရာအႏွံ႕ေလွ်ာက္လည္။ေတာ္ေတာ္စံုတယ္။
နန္းတြင္းထဲလည္းေရာက္တယ္။ ျမနန္းစံေက်ာ္လည္းေရာက္တယ္။ မႏၱေလးေတာင္ေပၚလည္းေရာက္တယ္။
ဓါတ္ပံုေတြလည္းအမ်ားႀကီးရိုက္ခဲ့တယ္။
ည ၉း၄၅ ရထားနဲ႔ျပန္လာတယ္။

My Trip to Mandalay(13.1.2011)

ျပင္ဦးလြင္မွာေလွ်ာက္လည္။
ကန္ေတာ္ႀကီး နဲ႕ အျခားေနရာတစ္ခ်ိဳ႕ေပါ့။

My Trip to Mandalay(12.1.2011)

ေတာင္ေတြကအေ၀းႀကီးမွာရွိေနရာကရုတ္တရက္အနားေရာက္လာတယ္။
Motor Cycleေတြ၊ကားႀကီးကားငယ္အသြယ္သြယ္ေတာင္ကိုျဖည္းျဖည္းေလးတက္ၾကတယ္း
ခဏေနေတ့ာတိမ္ေတြကိုအနားမွာျမင္ရတယ္။တစ္ၿမိဳ႕လံုးကိုလဲျမင္ရတယ္။
အတက္လမ္းမွာတျဖည္းျဖည္းခ်မ္းလာတာကိုသတိမထားမိေပမယ္
့ျပင္ဦးလြင္ေရာက္ေတ့ာမေနႏိုင္ေအာင္ကိုခ်မ္းလာတာအကၤ်ီ(၃)ထပ္၀တ္တာေတာင္မေလာက္ခ်င္ေတာ့ဘူး။
ကားခေတြကလည္းမ်ားသလားမေမးနဲ႔။တကၠသိုလ္ေက်ာင္းသားေတြကဆိုင္ကယ္ကိုယ္စီနဲ႔ေက်ာင္းတက္ၾကတယ္။
ခ်ယ္ရီေတြလည္းပြင့္ၾကတယ္။ ပန္းေတြလည္းပြင့္ၾကတယ္။ ဗိုလ္ေလာင္းေတြကလည္းငယ္ငယ္ေလးေတြ။
နည္းပညာတကၠသိုလ္နဲ႔အျခား၀င္းထဲေတြလုိက္ၾကည့္တယ္။
MCC က Project ေတြကိုငါ့ရံုးက "ဖားသူငယ္"ေလးေတြကိုျမင္ေစခ်င္တယ္။
ညဘက္မီးလႈံရတာလည္းအရသာတစ္မ်ိဳးပဲ။
ေအးတာမ်ား "အခ်ဳပ္တန္းဆရာေဖ"ေျပာသလို "လမ္းဆံုကကမ္းကုန္ေအာင္ေအာ္လုိက္ခ်င္ေသး"။
ဘာေၾကာင့္လဲေတာ့မသိဘူးကန္ထဲကအေငြ႕ေတြထြက္တာရုပ္ရွင္ေတြထဲကအတိုင္းပဲ။

My Trip to Mandalay(11.1.2011)

ေတာင္တန္းေတြကငါတို႕သြားရာေနာက္တေကာက္ေကာက္လိုက္ေနသလိုပဲ။
ေက်ာင္းသားေလးေတြကလဲသနပ္ခါးေလးေတြနဲ႕မ်က္စိတဆံုးဘယ္နားမွာမွန္းမသိတဲ့ေက်ာင္းဆီကိုေျခလွ်င္သြားေနၾကတယ္။
ပ်ိဳးပင္ေလးေတြကစိမ္းေနသေလာက္ရိုးျပတ္ေတြကေတာ့ေျခာက္ေသြ႕ေနေလရဲ႕။
တိမ္ေတြရဲ႕အရိပ္ေတြကိုပ်ိဳးခင္းေတြေပၚမွာေရာေတာင္တန္းေတြေပၚမွာပါျမင္ေနရတယ္။
တစ္ခါတစ္ေလထံုးျဖဴေစတီေလးေတြနဲ႕အုတ္ဂူေလးေတြကိုလည္းေတြ႕ရေသးတယ္။
ႏြားေတြနဲ႕ႏြားေက်ာင္းသားေလးကလယ္ကြင္းေခါင္ေခါင္ထဲမွာ မပူႏို္င္မပန္းႏိုင္။
တစ္ခ်ိဳ႕လယ္ေတြမွာထြန္ေတာင္ယက္ျပီးၾကျပီ။
လွည္းလမ္းကေလးေတြကလည္းေကြ႕ေကြ႕ေကာက္ေကာက္နဲ႕၊ေရအိုင္ေလးေတြကလည္းမစို႔မပို႔နဲ႔။
တခါတေလထီးထီးက်န္ေနတဲ့သစ္ပင္ႀကီးေတြကလယ္ကြင္းထဲမွာေငါင္ေတာင္ေတာင္။

My Trip to Mandalay

11/1/11-On my way to mandalay
12/1/11-On my way to mandalay to pyin-oo-lwin
13/1/11-at pyin-oo-lwin
14/1/11-at mandalay
15/1/11-on my way to home

Trip 2011

Hello! Vacation!!!
I'm so happy and feel relaxed and refresh.
I'm also lucky enough that my parents let me.
I'm also feeling lucky now. I got unusual broken down train and bus.
It's unusual for me. I never got broken down train or bus.
Our center got a bit less customer thanks to arguments these days.
But two big companies come and use our services. That's the start.
I won't give up and I'll take things in bright way.

Things I've learnt

Even u got money for everything u cannot get certain things by giving away money.
When u got no power to counter the treachery, betrayal, hatred or greed some power will take action to them in someday in someway. They will get what they deserve. U don't need to do it urself.

People Changed

What a world! People changed in a rapid rate. I'm sick and tired of being controlled by them. I cannot keep up with them. I hate them. Why they are doing this to me? What did i ever do to them? Why? Why? Why me? How can i handle that? When will i handle and face that by my own?

Fashion!

I love myself to be fashionable.
I do almost everything according to my guts.
Even what to wear for a day.
I go for shoes and formal wear.
I'm really in love with shoes but so many and not enough.
This is the site to make me buy less shoes.
http://www.buzzle.com/articles/must-have-shoes-for-every-woman.html

Busy

Hey! It's so busy this week. My bf's dad died. on 27th Dec 2010.
So we all busy with his funeral and couldn't do well about the business.
I feel sorry for him. Now he's on a trip and his health is not so great.
I really do hope he's doing fine.

New Year 2011

Happy New Year Everyone!
For me 1.1.2011 is just a day. But I have a feeling that I will be more prosperous and getting higher level of my life. Don't know why. But I'm quite sure about this.
People might think I'm happy and wealthy. But they are completely wrong.
I'm not wealthy(and I have debts to pay), and I'm not happy with what situation I get here(everybody is thinking that I'm a money maker machine and ask for more money for them).
They try to ask for more and more and more and more.
But do they ever think about how much I need to struggle to keep this business running?
If I could, I would let them run my business for like a month.
But if i did, I'm afraid that they would sold out the business as this is not theirs to run.
If there are spirits or Gods, Please help me getting through this and conquer all with forgiveness and love.
Please give me strength to face all these.
Please give me all i got and make my good feelings about my business or my life becomes real.