Wha am I supposed to do?

Dear Bloggy,
What am I supposed to do when everyone is against me?
What am I supposed to do when my boyfriend only called me as a duty to do and hung up and didn't try to call me after disconnection of two-seconds-call?
What am I supposed to do when all staff keep giving pressure on me?
What am I supposed to do when pressure is against me and I have no one to share?
What am I supposed to do when I have no one to share my feelings or no one to understand my feelings?
What am I supposed to do when no one want to listen to me? or at least pay respect?
What am I supposed to do when I feel so alone and discourage and no one to encourage me?
What am I supposed to do when I don't want to struggle anymore?
What am I supposed to do when there's lots of debts and no money to pay?
What am I supposed to do when my so called boyfriend avoid and go to Singapore and left me with all these problems which is the only one who can handle is him not me?
What am I supposed to do when I feel like I'm gonna explode?
PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY ANSWERS TO THESE. PLEASE HELP ME SURVIVE THESE PROBLEMS.
ARE THERE ANYONE WHO GONNA SAVE ME FROM THIS. ANYONE??? SOMEONE???
I don't want to give anyone any problem. But how can I stay calm when all these problems come to me at once when I cannot handle alone?
I'm not running away. But I need time to settle my mind.