16 Hr long-lasting Loreal Lip stick

Now this is an extra gift from my eldest sis. I don't even know it exists.
It says it last 16 hrs long. Two lipsticks in a pack. One is for color and one is to lock the moisture. I thought the color is dark but when I put it on it has total opposite effect as you can see in the picture. I also like this one.

Maquillage Sheer type (Climax Rouge)Pk=394

This is the color of Maquillage. It's so expensive and I think it's worth because of the color and the long-lasting effect. As you can see here, there's not much change for my lip color except the glossiness.

Loreal 6H gloss (Glam Shine)

Color of my lip is pale pink. I don't want any obvious color on my lips.
I used to wore L'oreal Gloss as a gift from my Best Friend(KK). I love it.
This one is better than the last one. It didn't lost the glossy touch even for hours like it said. And color is just as I like. Just gloss and not much color.

I Luv these!!!

This is my boyfriend and my sis's presents.
Maquillage is from my bf and two Loreals are from my sis.

World has its own cycle

Dear bloggy,
These days things happened a lot.
Tsunami hit Japan. It's like nothing special cuz Japan is used to that. But it's not nothing special. Japan declared "State of Emergency" cuz of failure of cooling system on the Fukushima nuclear reactor. People were evacuated and food are poisoned. Sea water are contaminated with radioactive things. Things get worse by time. This is one disaster. In Libya, governments of foreign countries try to force Gaddafi's regime out. But there are battles and can be world war. So according to Japan and Libya fuel rates are sky high and fuel are needed in lots of regions. Some says that if Japan cannot handle the nuclear radiation, both Eastern countries and America will suffer from that accident. USA and China are the nearest countries.
What I mean is, If there's no Tsunami in Japan. USA and China will not care. If there was not wars on Libya, fuel rate will not be that high. Now with tainted milk China poisoned people and children around the world. Now they will suffer for sure from radiation.
It's like the world has its own mechanism to punish and keep the cycle going.

Gifts from my Bf.

Dear Bloggy,
My bf is back from singapore. He bought me Maquillage (color fit climax sheer type)no.Pk-394. It's lovely and glossy and expensive. I also got wedding book from him. We are planning to have a wedding reception on this November 2011. I'm not so sure about that now. Beside my eldest sis bought me L'Oreal 6H glam shine gloss (no. 12 Cherry touch). cotton coat from my sis-in-law(my bf's cousin's wife). And I also have waiting gifts from my bf. Cuz in this 1st April 2011 we will celebrate our 7th anniversary together and he will give me presents for that day. I'm really looking forward to that day and I'm try my best to pass my QA exam.

My MBA Path

Dear one,
I chose to attend MBA Fast-Track from Assumption University.
Why? Because I think people looked down on me or not respect is related to my education level. I know it's not directly related but my staff are older than me and some of them are lectures. So I think that from their point of view, I'm younger and I got very little or no knowledge on the sub they teach. So they may see me as a vain boss. have no knowledge on business but being the boss cuz of the shares. I think that's their opinion. But the thing is, it will cost me 8500USD. So I ask my dad and mum to give me.(Which I'll promise myself one day when I can I'll repay them). Now there're 16 subjects with 4 semesters. Now I sat the very first subject (International Business Management) on 11th March 2011. Still doesn't know the result. And now it's quantitative analysis and it's so difficult for me. I never seen such things..9th April 2011 we will sit the exam. Hope everything is ok. Beside it's open book exam. I never sat open-book-exam before. So I'm nervous and there are forces I use to push myself when I'm not in the mood to study. Like my family and my enemies. now it's 2 up and 14 to go.
( I don't want to use "down" cuz it's kinda bad words to use in exam.)

Re: What am I supposed to do?

Really. When I look back to what am I supposed to do, I was so upset and lonely. But I'm not anymore. Why? you know what? When somebody need to do something on their own, they learn a lot of things and they carry on and try to survive. Like this one. I survive too. I don't ask for somebody's opinion. Being lonely gives me so much forces or power to handle those. In fact I exploded a bit on the staff. Now I feel like I have nothing to worry to handle.

That's one lesson I've learnt.

Wha am I supposed to do?

Dear Bloggy,
What am I supposed to do when everyone is against me?
What am I supposed to do when my boyfriend only called me as a duty to do and hung up and didn't try to call me after disconnection of two-seconds-call?
What am I supposed to do when all staff keep giving pressure on me?
What am I supposed to do when pressure is against me and I have no one to share?
What am I supposed to do when I have no one to share my feelings or no one to understand my feelings?
What am I supposed to do when no one want to listen to me? or at least pay respect?
What am I supposed to do when I feel so alone and discourage and no one to encourage me?
What am I supposed to do when I don't want to struggle anymore?
What am I supposed to do when there's lots of debts and no money to pay?
What am I supposed to do when my so called boyfriend avoid and go to Singapore and left me with all these problems which is the only one who can handle is him not me?
What am I supposed to do when I feel like I'm gonna explode?
PLEASE HELP ME FIND MY ANSWERS TO THESE. PLEASE HELP ME SURVIVE THESE PROBLEMS.
ARE THERE ANYONE WHO GONNA SAVE ME FROM THIS. ANYONE??? SOMEONE???
I don't want to give anyone any problem. But how can I stay calm when all these problems come to me at once when I cannot handle alone?
I'm not running away. But I need time to settle my mind.

I've seen this

I've seen that even people who are really motivated and good changed into someone who is not really motivated and bad when they reach to higher level.
I've seen there are people who think only things in bad way.
I've seen there are people who are driven by greed and I mean greed only to live their lives how good other people to them. They will hurt everyone who are on their way to money.

I am the one that was left!

Hey!
This morning my love left Yangon for Singapore.
I'll miss him a lot. I hate when i was left.
If only I haven't attend this MBA course, I would have been with him on the plane right now.His plane will leave in next 30 min.
It's kind of good for me anyway. I only need to put my time in my study.
But how could not I be missing him when he and I did almost everything together for nearly 7 years.
I hope he will come back at our 7th anniversary(1st April 2011).
I miss him and I love him.
သူသြားတာ၊ငါနဲ႔ခြဲရတာအလဟႆမျဖစ္ပါေစနဲ႔။
Singaporeမွာ စီးပြားေရးကိစၥနဲ႔ပတ္သတ္ၿပီးတစ္ခုခုျဖစ္ထြန္းလာပါေစ။
ကုိအစစအရာရာအဆင္ေၿပပါေစ။

How could he leave me here all alone when he knows that I'll miss him a lot?

How could he leave me here all alone when he knows that I'll miss him a lot?
He knows that i have soft point there.
My love will leave me alone here in Myanmar.
How could he? Why did he do that? How did he do that?
When he knows all along that i can't go with him to Singapore.
He kept those secrets from me. He will not told me until like tomorrow he will leave Myanmar, if he had a chance to go to singapore if i didn't found out.
I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.I hate him.
I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him.
I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him.
And i mean it. He has heart to leave me here.
I know I'll live. But how can't i be missing him so much after all the times we spent together without missing him?
Even going to Short trip is quite bad for me, how can i pass through while he's at Singapore and not calling me. And i can't call him or talk him whenever i miss him.
He's such a bad guy. WHY WHY WHY???????????
Why every time i am the one who is left not the one who leaves?
I hate this situation a lot.
Please Good Spirits look upon me and may I never be left again.